What started as virtual love story in december 2007 turned out to be an illusionary and finally ugly dream when the relationship to Jakob became real. To deal with Jakob Maltese means to deal with pathological lies, betrayals, selfcentered powergames, wrong promises, fake love, fraud, abuse, selfhate, illoyalities, control, wrong cyber personalities, promiscuity, aggressiveness and violence which is covered by a mask of superficial charme, overconfidence, flattery, politeness, grandiose ideas and smooth talks. I have experienced the two faces of him and after all I had to realize that Jakob Maltese shows all characteristics of a sociopath. In the beginning it was interesting to observe and experience a character divergence in opposite to what is considered as the central, the neutral norm. But soon the destructive power of the anti-cyclic developed a self dynamic and lost its poetic fascination. It isn't anarchy what drives him. It isn't love either. But it is our normal understanding of love and the inherent will to give and forgive which he uses very effective to his favour. In fact they are basic needs he has to cover which he is unable to achieve without help and make him the man he is: a man without conscience, a sociopath, a parasite.
My blog ends here. Thank you for reading.
So laugh about life's little tragedies and take care of you,